Okay so I have an older sister and I haven't seen her in years. Why? She's been in Rehab most of her life. I always tell my friends I hate her and I feel ashamed to be her sister but deep down, I've always looked up to her. She would babysit me when I was younger, and she took me in her arms after our cousin died. She was my best friend and I love my sister. I never hated her. I was just disappointed. She had just recently been discharged and the last time she answered her phone was two weeks ago. My dad couldn't get a hold of her since then. He was able to get a hold of her friends but not her. We don't know where she is or how she's doing. Last night, my dad told me he's scared she might not make it. He says she might die of drug over dosage or killed by her next drug dealer. She's a single mother and lost custody of her own daughter(my niece) and I'm worried how she would handle this if my sister died. I am so scared and it makes me feel even worse because I can't do anything about it. All I can do is wait.